Lovelies, The air is changing. We wake up one morning and *snap*, just like that, the summer’s gone. There’s a chill that seeps in and reminds us that time is passing, and I can practically feel my biological clock—tick, tick, tick. I may feel it a bit more this fall because I am preparing toRead more
I’ve tried writing this blog post a dozen times already. For six weeks, all I’ve had is the title – “When it’s over.” Those reading this blog are looking for inspiration, hope, insight, and compassion. I am not sure I can offer any of those things at this particular juncture in my life. We’ve completedRead more
At my fertility clinic, they put out large jigsaw puzzles in the waiting room. Once one is complete, they replace it with another. As patients drift in and out of the clinic, consumed with their own problems, they connect a few pieces here and there until it is time for their appointment. Eventually, the puzzleRead more
When I started fertility treatments in an attempt to give my son a sibling, I was the ‘perfect patient.’ I trusted the professionals whose care I was under to guide me through the process. I let them lead the way and I was along for the ride. I deferred to them to make decisions aboutRead more
I want this story to serve as a beacon of hope for all of you reading this and still praying for your miracle. I used to scour the internet (and still do) looking for hopeful stories to provide me with the strength and inspiration to keep moving forward. One step and each day at aRead more
This month has been a bit of a whirlwind for my husband and me. I finished stimming for my third (and hopefully final) round of IVF followed by egg retrieval & transfer of two Day 3 embryos just the other day. This was honestly something I didn’t think was going to happen after our previousRead more
How do you handle life’s unexpected “curve balls”’ and challenges? I must say I have not been handling things as well as I would have hoped these last few weeks. Infertility makes us stronger than we ever thought possible and shows us that we can handle so much more physically, mentally and emotionally than weRead more
As I’ve wrapped up my first round of IVF (woo-hoo) I’ve taken some time travelling back home to think about how this whirlwind happened so fast and so slowly at the same time. The moment they finished the retrieval, it was like a thousand bricks (or 17 fluid-filled sacs) were taken off my shoulders. IRead more
If you asked me four years ago what I would be doing at almost 31 years old, I would have stated that I would be happily married with one or two kiddies running circles around my husband and me. I would be itching to get away with him for some quality one-on-one time as itRead more
I have read that couples who are experiencing infertility cycle through the five stages of grief (denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance) over and over throughout their struggle. My experience with infertility and treatment leads me to believe that this is probably true. That said, more than any other stage, I have spent so muchRead more
